Sometimes, I underestimate my value.  I thought I was being humble.  But it’s not.

What is humility?

Humility is freedom from pride and arrogance.  It’s a modest estimate of one’s own worth.

But clearly, I have undervalued my own worth.

It only took a friend’s word to make me realize this.  Today, a friend told me that I could do more when I focus and that I am beyond my current self-evaluated state.

Only a genuine friend would help a lost sheep in the big city.

You know who you are friend, thank you!  Thank you for changing my life!

I just realized today that I am more than what I have been seeing myself.

I’m not totally saying that my schedule is jam-packed… I mean there are no blog events yet that I have attended beginning this year. But I just have so many things to blog about but find no time to write it… WHY???

Reasons:

1. Consequence Management is live in our office. I can no longer surf the internet as I wish, that includes plurking, chatting with IM and meebo and blogging.

2. Blogging while at office, though I used to do this on my free time, sometimes just tends me to go out of focus.

3. I’m trying to be a good role model to my officemates LOL

4. I really have lots of work to accomplish! Loads of tasks! and I am so DROWNING!!! I have been given MORE responsibilities as I mature in my role… and surfing the net isn’t exactly a buoy. It’s actually a 10-ton box of cement tied on my leg drowning me further into deep abyss.

5. Yes, I can’t blog at work but I should be able to blog at home right? — WRONG! I live 2 hours away from my office… The traffic is really draining all of my energy and by the time I get home… I just would want to sleep… If indeed I would plan to make a post for the night, I would definitely lack sleep because I have to wake up at 6am to arrive at the office by 9am… Lack of sleep = PIMPLES!!! and I got breakouts now and then… I didn’t used to have this problem… sigh… Much of my PRECIOUS Time is allotted to my traveling time in EDSA now.

So there you go… 5 REASONS!!!

I am now thinking of renting a flat once again near makati or the Fort. Because living in QC is just =.=”